Anniversary

The human spirit is stronger than anything that can happen to it. ~C.C. Scott

I wish there were words to describe how I’m feeling right now. Today I’m grieving for the life I lost on March 21, 2007…the day the doctors at the cancer center performed surgery, then left for vacation…leaving me in the hands of residents for eight days. Thinking about those eight days I feel anger for the negligence of those doctors and the stupidity of the residents for not listening to me.

However I made it through it all and I woke up this morning so I feel gratitude that I’m still here to take another breath. But I’m tired, exhausted and anxious not knowing if I have cancer again. I could really do without the roller coaster of emotions for one day.

How about a day full of energy? Full of happiness? Filled with family and friends? God, that would be fucking fantastic…just fantastic.

I’d even accept feeling flat…

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